Fall Fun as a Family :)

I truly enjoyed spending time with my family!! My heart is full when I do! I so enjoyed going to Thanksgiving Point to The Barn < I hope that is what it is called> hehe. We missed Kelli , Spencer and April , Tom and Geoff . When I was there with them at The Barn... my heart ached for my little babies of my own that was now enjoying their own babies!

I wanted to tell Joseph, 'Can mommy put you right here, next to me? Just don't run anywhere k?! We are sitting down for a little rest. k? Joseph, k? Joseph look at me, not at that. This is important, mom needs some rest." to only see him turn to me, all the while, smiling at me! Which made me think what is he up to?! My anxiety level goes up. Cute smile but I never knew what he was going to do next! lol

OR to Lani, "You can move now. We are leaving."

OR to Micah, "Where are you Micahhhh?? Honey, we can't find him!" I'd be in tears cuz I swear he was right next to me and who knows what stranger might've taken him!

OR to Jacob, "Where did you drop your bottle now?!! *sighs* I think we need to go to the store, cuz we ran out of bottles...again."

... I remembered putting them on their horses to ride, feeding them their bottles, running after them for the 98 1/2 times and 5 minutes hadn't passed by and wishing their was more then one of me! They have grown up Heavenly Father, just like you said they would... I guess I will alway be their m:o)mME watching them grow up and loving them all the while. I still miss them even when they are in the same room as me. I love their spouses like my own children and my heart tugs when I am constantly reminded that they love my "little big ones" that I so cherish and that is why I love their spouses so!!

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